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Writing Across Borders - International connections

 In the last few weeks/months I've been fortunate to participate in some wonderful international events - something I could never have imagined in the pre-lockdown, pre-Zoom days. 

In April, I celebrated International Women's Day with friends from across the globe, with a poetry reading coordinated by Xanthi Hondrou-Hill at Apeiron Art:

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A beautiful mix of subjects and themes - from the cultural oppression of women through to portrayals of Mother Earth, goddesses, and reflections on femininity and motherhood. My poem 'Conception' was featured:


I also took part in my second International Poetry Festival, run by Gobinda Biswas, in India - a tour de force of poetry featuring writers from all over the world. A couple of weeks ago I took part in a beautiful cross-cultural celebration of Easter, Passover, Holi and the coming of Spring. It was organised by my good friend Pankhuri Sinha - an amazing, dynamic poet in her own right - who invited poets from across the nations to celebrate in verse. Most poems were read in their original languages as well as English translation. Both were wonderfully uplifting events, an insight into many different cultural traditions, and a testament to the power of poetry to break cultural barriers and bring unity, especially during these difficult Covid times when we have been separated physically from friends, family and loved ones. 

Another recent highlight was the Rockport International Poetry Festival, from Rockport, USA. I was invited via Bob Whelan, who had remembered Talisman Spoken Word writers from the time some of our poets visited Boston, Massachusetts to participate in a cross-cultural exchange with Merrimac Mic poets. This resulted in two books: Ten Swansea Writers (publ. Talisman Arts) and The River Widens, a joint anthology with the Merrimac poets.

The Rockport Festival was an incredible event, featuring a full 24-hours of poetry from all over the globe! It also collaborated with the Coracle Europe Poetry Festival (run by my friend Dominic Williams, from Poems and Pints Carmarthen), who offered the Rockport Poetry Festival on April 18 as Day 2 of their presentation. Some of their presentations can be seen here:

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Poets without Borders with Coracle Europe (part 2) - YouTube

Last week, my friend and co-organiser of Talisman Spoken Word, David Churchill, was the featured poet for the Merrimac Mic writers group, in Massachusetts, USA. I logged on at 7.30pm US time, (which was half past midnight in the UK!), together with Alice Sullivan, also of Talisman. It was great to 'meet' our exchange poets on the other side of the Atlantic, especially host David Somerset, who I had heard so much about from the other poets who'd visited five years ago. The standard of the poetry was excellent, and David's feature was a treat. His book, Volcano Moon, is published by Talisman Arts, and we hope to have copies available for purchase online soon.

Finally, I took part in my second radio podcast with the incredible American poet Rick Spisack's Poets of the East show. This was my first live broadcast, so somewhat nerve-wracking, though Rick is such a welcoming host he very quickly put me at ease:

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It has been such a treat to meet so many poets from all over the world (and well worth staying up til 2.30am for, though I wouldn't recommend doing it every night!) I feel fortunate and privileged to be in contact with so many supremely creative and talented people.

Most of all it has taught me the power of words. Words really are magical. They can bring people together, across cultures, across nations, and bring hope even in the most trying of times.

I have met so many inspirational figures - people who, like me, are passionate about the written and spoken word. Our voices rise together, strengthening one another as we share mutual encouragement and support. Long may it continue! 



Big News! - Publishing and overcoming fear of judgement

 

Big News!

It’s been a while since I updated my blog, and my big news is that I'm now a published writer - of not one, but two poetry collections!

My first full collection Blood and Water was published by The Seventh Quarry (available from www.seventhquarrypress.com) in November. I also self-published Grandmasaurus, a collection of poems for children, which I wrote with my daughter over the first lockdown. And I've a further collection of socio-political poems Our Father Eclipse due out with Culture Matters in April. So, all in all, it's been an exciting time!

I'll write more about the publishing process in a future article, but what I wanted to focus on today is how strange it feels to be sharing my work, and how this fear has held me back for many years.

Writing itself is an act of vulnerability. Writers are sensitive souls. If we didn't feel things so deeply, we'd have nothing to write about. Most of the time you don't really write with a specific audience in mind. You write because you have to, because you have a burning urge to get it all out of paper, because if you didn't all those feelings bubbling around inside might make your head explode. That's why I write anyway. Poetry open mics are weird. They are possibly the only situation in life, apart from counselling sessions, where you can walk into a room full of strangers, tell them your innermost thoughts and feelings, and then just sit down again. As a complete introvert, the idea of doing this once used to fill me with a horrible, creeping dread. I'd be terrified of standing up at the mic, would worry about the mic falling over, or me falling over, or everybody hating my poetry and throwing rocks at me. None of which has happened. Yet. These days, I love performing, partly because I've grown used to it through practice, and as I've done more I've grown in confidence to the point where I now find it quite empowering.

But sharing your words in print is another thing entirely. Most of the open mics I attend, or attended prior to lockdown, consisted largely of people I'd grown to value as trusted friends. But once your words are in print, anybody can read them. Strangers can pick them up. Critics can judge them. What if nobody ‘gets’ them? What if people misunderstand or misinterpret them, or judge me, or disagree with what I’m saying?

I realised when I decided to seriously seek publication that one of the things that has held me back all my life is not just a fear of failure, but also a fear of success. Back when I was at school, I was a shy, socially awkward kid. I spent a lot of my time hanging out in the library, partly because I've always loved reading, but mostly because I knew that you had t be quiet in libraries so I wouldn't have to talk to anyone. I loved reading and writing with a passion. But I was wise enough to know that if you didn't want to get picked on, it was best not to stand out. I used to hate it if a teacher singled me out for anything, good or bad, because that meant I'd be noticed. It was much safer just to blend in. But I didn't. I couldn't. I never have. I was skinny, with wild hair, and zero social skills. When the other children were listening to pop music I was into medieval Ars Nova music and Breton bagpipes. When they were talking about their latest celebrity crushes I was crushing over John Donne's poetry (and the picture of him on the cover, if I’m honest). The harder I tried to fit in, the weirder I felt.

These days, of course, I’m quite happy to be who I am. Most of my friends don’t fit into the crowd either. And that’s okay. Why would we want to? But when I thought about releasing my poetry into the world, all those thoughts came flooding back. What if I stood out too much? What if people didn’t like my words, didn’t like me? What if I created false expectations which I couldn't subsequently fulfil?

The strange thing is that, almost as soon as the books were published, these thoughts have gone away. It’s almost as if the very act of getting my words out there has vanquished the old demons and sent them packing. I do realise, of course, that what I write won’t be everybody’s cup of tea, and that’s fine. Poetry, like all types of art, has many, many different faces. You wouldn’t turn round to a jazz musician and say that theirs wasn’t proper music because it wasn’t classical, so why would you do that for writing? And not everybody will relate to the same experiences as me. But I do hope that some people will get it. I hope that somebody will read, perhaps, something I write and it will touch a familiar vein in their life, and spark some kind of shared emotion. Those are the moments writers live for.

I’m also learning that I can use this process as a stepping stone to learn and grow alongside others. In the past few months I’ve collaborated with other writers on translations, shared details of journals and submission opportunities, and made friends with poets from all over the world – something I could never have envisaged prior to lockdown. And what I’m learning is that moving from a fearful, competitive way of regarding others to a joyous, cooperative approach is so much more fulfilling. I am part of a wonderful community of empathic, encouraging, creative people, who are progressing together on a shared artistic journey – and that, in itself is amazing!

To anybody else out there who is letting fear of other people’s judgment hold them back, I’d like to offer this hope. We are all on this beautiful planet together. Every one of us has a unique voice, a unique story to tell. Tell yours. Tell it boldly. And then encourage others to tell theirs.

 

Rethinking Christmas

 


 Like everything else this year, Christmas is different. A year ago I could never have imagined this. No Christmas or New Year’s Eve parties. No carol services or Christmas fetes. No Santa’s grottoes. Winter Wonderland closed. Churches barely open. Carol singing banned. Shops almost empty. ‘Closing Down’ signs on every corner. Pubs no longer allowed to sell alcohol and forced to close at 6pm. The shops and cafes rattle out their usual tinny selection of schmaltzy Christmas pop songs, but nobody’s heart is really in it. I’m only glad my daughter doesn't believe in Santa any more because this year I don’t think I could be bothered to keep up the facade. Money is tight and she knows it’s going to be a quiet one, as do we all.

This year for the first year ever we’ve made the difficult decision not to spend Christmas with either set of parents. It feels like the end of an era. Our decision has been made doubly difficult but the fact that neither sides of the family are particularly well. But weighing up the statistical liklihood of catching and passing on this virus, especially when travelling and passing through busy service stations, we reluctantly realised that it is just not worth the risk for a day or two of festivities. For the first year I will be posting all my presents. And we will be spending a quiet family Christmas at home.

This raises all sorts of questions. What will a quiet family Christmas look like? Up until now, we’ve always followed my family’s traditions, which have largely centred around accumulating a large pile of presents and ripping through wrapping paper like vultures, before eating far too much turkey and falling asleep. I have decided, first and foremost, that this year rules and expectations do not apply. In 2020 I’ve had quite enough of people telling me what to do. So this year, if we want to get up at midday and spend the day in pyjamas, or eat takeaway fish and chips instead of if turkey (Steph’s suggestion) who is to say we shouldn’t? In fact, I’ve decided to dress up to the nines, mostly because I miss dressing up. But Steph wants to stay in pjs, which is also fine. We'll probably have some kind of roast, but no sprouts because why should I?

The things I miss most of all are the little rituals. Candlelight service on Christmas Eve, and walking home arm in arm in the dark, singing carols. I feel the need for some kind of ritual, not necessarily Church or Christian, but something meaningful and perhaps symbolic of light flooding the darkness. This year, of all years, it feels necessary to chase the darkness away. Believing in hope, in light, in love. Resilience becomes an act of defiance.

This year I have put up only the decorations I love, and no more. I’ve ditched the glitzy plastic dangling décor in favour of natural greenery, tinsel and lots of fairylights. Everything on the tree has personal meaning for me. There’s a model of a Mari Lwyd, two wrens (both Gower traditions), a fairy, a Green Man, and lots of tiny musical instruments. These represent the things and traditions I love. I’ve hand-drawn cards for special people. Because I’m not sending so many gifts, I’ve spent more time carefully selecting them, from small local shops I love, and wrapping them prettily. Toned down Christmas doesn't have to feel like a let-down. In fact, it feels special, more thoughtful.

The thing is, without all the glitz and the razzmatazz, it’s easier to see through the commercial haze, and rediscover a side of Christmas I’d almost forgotten. Because Christmas, of course, has humble origins. It’s framed around the story of a helpless baby born to a teenaged mum, in a stable, of all places. Visited by shepherds. There were kings, too, but they came later, and brought with them new dangers, forcing the mum and the dad and the baby to become asylum seekers, fleeing a tyrant ruler.

The Magnificat, Mary’s famous song, encapsulates this. The Church often portrays Mary (and women in general) as submissive, but these words give a glimpse of something very different. They are, in their quiet way, revolutionary. They speak of a new way of living, which overturns the rich and tyrannical and uplifts the poor and humble:

“He has performed mighty deeds with his arm;

he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts.

He has brought down rulers from their thrones

but has lifted up the humble.

He has filled the hungry with good things

but has sent the rich away empty.”

 

All of this is framed, of course, amid a pagan celebration of the breaking in of light into the dark days of winter – The Winter Solstice, or Yule. Solstice means standing still. It was the time at which the Sun seemed to stop in the sky – the shortest day and the longest night, after which the days would start lengthening again. We still have many days of winter to go through, but the worst is over. Light is coming.


Whether we celebrate Christmas, Solstice or Yule, it's a time to be hopeful for the coming of Light into the world. Goodness knows, we need hope more than ever right now. It feels like so much of what we once took for granted has been taken away from us, and replaced by darkness and fear. But Christmas and Solstice tells us that this darkness can’t last forever. In the end, the Light is always stronger. Hope. Hope always prevails.


(Pic credit: Leon Oblak, on Unsplash pic. Used under Creative Commons License).

In The Offing...

I used the phrase 'in the offing' this morning and it's such an odd-sounding phrase I wondered what its origins were. It turns out to be an old nautical word. The 'offing' is the part of the sea that can be seen from land, excluding those parts near the shore. Someone who was watching out for a ship to arrive would first see it when it was 'in the offing' and expected to dock before the next tide.

I was born in Southampton and many of my ancestors were sailors. Before she moved closer to town, my Nanny Dolly used to live in a tiny house next to the docks and would watch out for her brothers' ships to come in. In those days, the only way they could receive news was by letter, so they would only have the vaguest idea of when they were expected. Their arrival was a big event, and they would be given gifts from exotic places, as well as Uncle Bill's tall tales of life at sea. I have an African-looking necklace Nan gave me that came from one of these visits, and my brother has an Indian bowl. It's interesting that in later years I've migrated to the sea. I've always felt happiest living in places close to water. It's in my bones, I suppose. Now, whenever I say the phrase 'in the offing' I shall think of my Nan.

Politics and Poetry in a Post-Truth World

 



“We live in capitalism. Its power seems inescapable. So did the divine right of kings. Any human power can be resisted and changed by human beings. Resistance and change often begin in art, and very often in our art, the art of words.” – Ursula K LeGuinn

‘Are you a political poet?’ is something I occasionally get asked. My two favourite conversation subjects are politics and poetry (plus religion…perhaps this is why I never get invited to dinner parties!) I am definitely political. And poetical. But am I a political poet?

I never set out to write political poetry. I just write about the things that matter to me, the things that grab me by the heart and twist it, the sorts of things that if I didn’t write them down would bubble around in my head and probably explode. My husband says I am becoming angrier as I get older. He blames it on the Socialism and the Poetry. But it’s not that. It’s just that there’s so much to be angry about right now, I can’t help it. The chaos and mishandling of the Covid pandemic, the massive inequalities in society, a rising acceptance of food banks as the norm, massive job losses, mostly among the working classes, a public sector pay freeze at the same time as the Government announces a massive increase in military spending, the looming spectres of Brexit and climate change. Trump and Boris. In such a world, how could anyone not be angry? 

At times such as this, all forms of art – and poetry in particular – are a way of dealing with and responding to the brokenness of the world. We tell our truths because we have to, because (to quote Martin Luther) ‘here I stand, I can do no other.’

The best political poems convey a kind of Truth which is timeless and universal. They go beyond the time in which they were written and reach into ours. They invite us to question universal, fundamental truths: What is our place in the world, and who decided it? Does our society create the realities we strive for, and if not, how can we make things better?

 Leon Trotsky writes, in Art and Politics in our Epoch (1938): ‘Generally speaking, art is an expression of man’s need for an harmonious and complete life, that is to say, his need for those major benefits of which a society of classes has deprived him. That is why a protest against reality, either conscious or unconscious, active or passive, optimistic or pessimistic, always forms part of a really creative piece of work. Every new tendency in art has begun with rebellion.’

It is this restlessness – this call to rebellion – which fires us into self-expression. Art, and poetry in particular, is both a response and a challenge to the world we find ourselves living in. It can never be unbiased, because the very act of writing creates our own reality. The very best political poems both challenge the reader and inspire us to new visions.

Whenever I try to define what is meant by political poetry, I keep coming up against this word: Truth. What is meant by truth? Are certain truths universal, or is the very nature of what we understand as ‘truth’ always changing? 

 Nietzsche, in his 1873 essay Truth and Lying in an Extra-Moral Sense argues that there is no such thing as absolute truth. People create the concepts through which they define what is good or just, and these values are changeable as they adjust to shifting cultural values and belief systems. We create our own ‘truth’ about the world through our use of metaphor, myth, and poetry.

We live in what’s often referred to as a ‘Post Truth world’. Post Truth is described in the Cambridge Dictionary as: 'relating to a situation in which people are more likely to accept an argument based on their emotions and beliefs, rather than one based on facts.' A classic example is Tony Blair's justification for the invasion of Iraq despite having found no evidence of weapons of mass destruction: ‘I only know what I believe’.

At a time when politicians routinely lie, change their minds and manipulate data to suit their own agenda, we are rapidly approaching what the writer Hannah Arendt (Lying in Politics, 1972), termed defactualization – a point at which falsehood becomes so commonplace that it is impossible to distinguish fact from fiction: 

“Truth or falsehood—it does not matter which anymore, if your life depends on your acting as though you trusted; truth that can be relied on disappears entirely from public life, and with it the chief stabilizing factor in the ever-changing affairs of men.”

 Truth is a recurring theme in my forthcoming pamphlet, Our Father Eclipse (April 2021) – the question of who we turn to for answers when all the ‘traditional’ pillars of authority – the State, the Church, Scientific impartiality – are no longer trusted. 

 At such times, it can be tempting to switch off the rational part of our brain and seek comfort elsewhere, to try to pretend that the ugliness in the world isn’t really happening:

‘Let’s put on some music,

Let’s dance to the End of Times, a dystopian waltz,

Let’s sing happy songs, think positive thoughts,

Switch off your mind and live in the Now,

Whilst all around us the world burns,

Whilst all around us, the people die.

The forest is on fire—

You write a poem

Praising the beauty

Of a tree. ‘

 

(from Beyond Borders, Our Father Eclipse)

 

The Russian poet Yevgeny Yinokurov (b.1925) addresses the issue of truths/untruths in his poem Lies:


‘Telling lies to the young is wrong.

Proving to them that lies are true is wrong.

Telling them that God's in his heaven

And all's well with the world is wrong.

The young know what you mean. The young are people,

Tell them the difficulties can be counted,

And let them see not only what will be

But see with clarity these present times…’

 

Good poets, like good parents don’t sugarcoat the truth. Readers know what the world is really like. Though it might grant us temporary relief sometimes to sink into a poem like a cosy old armchair, the world is not always comfortable or safe. We need to tell these uncomfortable and often painful truths if we are to remain honest.


Effective political poetry not only reflects reality in all its harshness but dares to challenge the many truths we have been conditioned to believe. The Italian poet Giovanni Giudici (b.1928) does this very effectively in his poem ‘You Ask Me What It Means’:

 

‘You ask me what it means

You ask me what the word

Alienation means:

From birth you start dying

In order to live through a master

 

Who sells you out; start co signing

What you have – power, live, hatred –

So that you may obtain

Sex, wine, heart-break

 

It means that you are beside yourself

But you think that you are

Just your own self, because

The wind undermines you, and you yield...’

There comes a time in everyone’s life (doesn’t there?) when you start to question the version of reality that has been fed to you. Perhaps even more so, in this time of pandemic and global unrest, where conspiracy theories arise to fill the gaping gulf between our expected future and the grim and frightening reality. At some point, you start to wonder if the dreams you were sold – of a capitalistic world filled with material luxuries which were yours for the taking if you worked hard and didn't think too much about where they came from or at whose expense – were even worth having. Or where you started to realise that the dreams you were sold were actually nightmares in disguise.

 Political poetry, at its best, picks at the seams of the perceived norm, whether it’s war poets challenging the harsh realities of the battlefield against the gung-ho heroic myths they were fed, or women challenging a patriarchally-structured society. Or poets of the Black Lives Matter movement, challenging a world in which people of colour are twice as likely to be stopped and searched, and more likely to be subjected to police brutality.

It’s at times like this when we find our voices – not necessarily because we choose to write political poetry, but because we have to, because we are angry at what we see and heart and pen give us no other option.

In a world where truth is a rare commodity, we need to sing, shout and write. We need to speak up boldly and honestly, with radical passion and revolutionary compassion, challenging social injustice, prejudice and inequality. And yes, if that occasionally makes me a ‘political poet’, then I’ll proudly own that title.


Rebecca Lowe is a freelance writer, poet and editor. Her debut poetry collection 'Blood and Water' is available from The Seventh Quarry Press, priced £6.99. Email: seventhquarry@btinternet.com

She can be found on Twitter as @BeckyLowePoet

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Writing Across Borders - International connections

 In the last few weeks/months I've been fortunate to participate in some wonderful international events - something I could never have i...